I was fully aware that I was delaying the matter, if this matter is not resolved now then things can get worse. You also tried but things can’t change now it’s going beyond your tolerance. May be you can say that I am giving you lots reasons to leave.
I have very limited options currently. I am trying hard but not able to change things even if I want to. I cannot put you in a bad situation by being completely selfish. My soul does not allow this because this is not a manly step.
I have lost faith in my situation but I don’t want to compromise with circumstances and become someone’s puppet. I definitely over come but right now I may not be able to tell how much time it takes to come out of these circumstances.
It would be better if you co-operate by taking an initiative and keep my self-respect this time because you are in a better position. Although you are very strong, you have the courage to fight with the whole world, but you will also be helpless because I know our society is like this.
I think it’s your responsibility because you have created this situation. You tried to compel me by questioning my weaknesses. I do not want to take any decision under any kind of pressure. Because I know that the situation is not in my favor.
Rang-Rivaz 
I agree with you.. and sorry
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Thank you so much for appreciation 🙏🥰
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I like your style.. image title.. “A man sitting alone on the stairs”
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only that there are no stairs, but a step🤣
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👍💪
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Thank you so much 🙏😎
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Peace to you.🤍💙💙
Do what’s best for you, and for others — generally this is something positive and constructive.
I don’t know your side story. But I do relate to you here on many points, based on your written words.
I’ll share my learnings.
1. Self respect can’t be compromised!
It’s like ‘give respect and take respect’. In any relationship (friendship, family) it’s important that both sides show “mutual respect and recognition”.
There needs to be a balance.
2. You care for the other person which’s a form of love. You start trusting them on many topics & issues…sometimes, more than yourself.
They don’t understand that. ‘They take you for granted.’ They can blame you for many things and mostly negatively.
3. A person struggles on his own and on the side of unstable relationship.
Maybe you need more time for yourself. Maybe you need to explore yourself more and set better priorities.
4. Career, family, and health (mental, emotional, physical) are some other important aspects.
The uncertainty of present time and ongoing events & changes are also responsible.
At any cost, self employment (a job) is must, to survive and sustain.
5. Toxicity can’t be justified. The hate, aggression, frustration and anger with “emotional pain”.
It’s better to take a break and maintain safe distance than to hurt eachother.
“Trust your love when you are honest. And move on.”
You come alone in this world and will leave alone.
Overthinking will not solve anything. Life demands some discomfort for the changes you want to make in your life. DON’T GET TOO MUCH COMFORTABLE!
Trust God. Have “faith” in whomever you find meaning (education, service, family, honesty).
Suffering is the part of living life. But you can always choose how you want to suffer (more or less? for what?).
FOCUS ON WHAT YOU HAVE (PRESENT) AND WHAT YOU CAN DO/ACHIEVE/GAIN/SET EXAMPLE (FUTURE).
The past has PASSED. Either you can ignore that or take some selective learnings. (Don’t listen love music. Don’t watch love movies. Avoid the friends or people who justify wrong things. Change your environment.)
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Be selfless in your service.
That’s you will do all good and help others, but will NOT EXPECT anything (0) in return.
You will take care of yourself. You’ll not do things which are out of your reach. You’ll not regret for not doing them.
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Excellent explanation 🙏 God bless you dear 😍 thank you so much for your comment 🙏🥰
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Heartfelt and touching. Thanks for sharing
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Thank you so much for appreciation 🙏🥰
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