Expectation of Praposal

I am tired of waiting, why is he not expressing his love? After all what is he afraid of? I have told him several times with body language and gestures but he is not understanding it. You are not talking openly in that direction, that is why sometimes I get irritated and start fighting with you. And yes listen, if I get angry immediately convince me, because that is not my intention.

I know you tried once but you started stuttering in the last few moments and I started laughing, then you got nervous and changed the topic. But later I regretted it and didn’t even say sorry to you. But you are a boy, you would get angry and scold me, I would become quiet and then you would put forward your point without hesitation.

Even if I refuse your praposal first time, you should not get worried and try again. I am yours and will always be yours. I have made up my mind. But how can I agree immediately. You should stick to your point and not lose your cool, I will take some time and then I will agree.